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I feel like this is going to be a repeat of december 07/beginning of 2008. I'm not too happy about that fact.. ha. I don't appreciate it
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[19 Jul 2009|07:23am] |
fuck you, and fuck what you stand for. you digust me
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[16 Jul 2009|10:59pm] |
Looks like time is on my side. I'm still running for my life. What makes a man want to break a heart with ease? What makes a man pray when he's about to die? I think I might know.
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[14 Jul 2009|12:43am] |
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"It's funny how so much can change in so little time. It's weird when you think about it, and it's unfair. I don't understand it, But I guess it's life and it happens. All you can do it deal with it" she said. "C'est le vie, my friend.." he replied.
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[29 May 2009|08:58pm] |
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go away, go away, go away i can't think about you anymore, stop thinking about me i don't want you in my life, you've caused too much pain and trauma you've done enough damage to me to last longer than it should ever you're just fucking with my head. i'm stronger than you think, i'm stronger than even i knew i've changed so much over this past year, and as i can see you haven't changed one bit. karma is a fucking bitch, what goes around comes around, its been proven and it'll happen again i'm not going to take your bullshit im fucking done.
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[29 May 2009|12:26pm] |
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Good fucking riddance, I’m happy to say that I won’t think about you anymore, I don’t want you anymore, I don’t NEED you anymore. You’re nothing more than a memory and a mistake that I learned from.
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[27 May 2009|01:44pm] |
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i want to wrap my arms around you and feel you breathe.
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[24 May 2009|01:36pm] |
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Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed, you can’t just turn your heart off like a faucet. You have to go to the source and dry it out, drop by drop.
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[01 May 2009|02:31am] |
i miss the cigarette smoke, hanging in the air like thick curtains, making us cough until we were weak. I remember how you’d hold me almost too close and tell me that you would never leave, that God himself couldn’t force you away from me.
"You've been on my mind.. Quite frankly, you're heavy. Get off."
"You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. "
"And then I go and spoil it all by saying Something stupid like I love you""
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[21 Apr 2009|05:17pm] |
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you're just destined to be unhappy. no one there for you because you're afraid . someone there for you because you need it in your brain. your heart disagrees with your head but your head disagrees with your heart/
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[10 Apr 2009|04:55pm] |
i won't miss you like you think that i will, but you'd be glad to know that i'm not doing so well. don't waste your words saying things that we both know aren't true. but i hope you think of me sometimes like i think about you. i wonder if you're happy now, manipulating someone new.
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[13 Jan 2009|05:32am] |
ll break before i walk tonight we broke our plans to play games with our hearts for your blue skies for those times you felt alive breathing and softly releasing i wont let you go
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[14 Dec 2008|09:56pm] |
"I miss the way you sing low So I can't hear your voice over The radio in my car But you knew every word they sang You know just the right thing to say when the Distance rips us farther and farther and farther away I'll see you soon"
Story of last year. and the year before that, and before that. Fuck my life, fuck being alone and unhappy
and especially, fuck you for making it this way.
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[14 Dec 2008|07:43pm] |
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It seems as if you want what you can't get And I'm nauseous and I'm sick And I'll get into your mind so please get out of mine
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[07 Nov 2008|02:50am] |
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I can't explain the state that I'm in The state of my heart, he was my best friend
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[07 Nov 2008|02:06am] |
Fuck my life. FUck you, Fuck me. Fuck I need to stop/
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[27 Oct 2008|04:45am] |
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They don't know me like you do.
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[23 Oct 2008|08:07pm] |
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welcome , love. i have made a place for you here. change if you want but don't you go and change for me. i can love as you are, i didn't mean to make you want to leave.
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